Seawater

Seawater up to my neck.
My thoughts fixed on the last time I saw you.
My body, immersed.
My feet stretching to touch the sand.
Breath, deep breath.
Over and over.
And here I am submerged in the very wave that sinks me.
The pressure that drowns me.
My lungs emptying of oxygen and filling up with blue, salty water.
Your arms embracing me forever.
Merging me with nothingness for a final moment.
Time stops.
I wake up.
Soaked in tears.
I miss you.
Like never.
Like always.